ukraine@war

ukraine@war

Day 1012

Broken door, hand crank

Dec 01, 2024
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Photo c/o abdymok

The cat has been staring for a good hour, something he commences every day at 6:14 AM and works hard at, an inch or two from my face, until my eyes remain open and I get up to put some food in his bowl.

On this Sunday I need to unclench with some urgency. It’s not as bad as some days – when you wake up from fever dreams of speedboating across clear lakewaters with a terry towel in your mouth and a boiling vat of kerosene in your lap – no, it’s not as bad as it can be, but as I say there is some urgency. I groan and creak and it’s on with the clothes, the socks and shoes, down the steps and outside. Every day at this exact point there’s a debate: put coffee on the stove now before the electicity comes back on, or deal with the bodily functions and fuss over breakfast later. I make coffee.

There’s an entranceway. About four by two metres, just a sort of anteroom between the hallway and the outside world. On two closet doors are hung coats and hats and there are dozens of…

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